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Monday, May 22, 2006
You say the most beautiful things, an endless list of treasures of trimmings

You lied to me, you let me down,
you turned this smile into a frown
and now you're the only reason why,
I find it hard to sleep at night.

I'm feeling sad, I'm feeling blue,
I think of the past times spent with you
and now there's nothing left to say,
so I just turn my head away.
- Acceptance's Torn Inside

I'm so fucking full. Came home immediately after school. Moodswinging badly. Cabbed home with Bestaye. No lunch, maid ate before she came back. Asked mom if she could take away lunch for me on the way home but she was going out. So I dialled McDonald's. Yummeh & now I'm effin full. So bloated. I'm gonna burst in any minute.

School was fuck boring today. We had spotcheck, a surprise one. Thank God Bestaye & I wore the right uniform. Ha, Sass sprayed her hair this morning too :) My nails weren't checked! But whatever. Mrs Soon's g'na check on me for sure. Or maybe tmr when I'm giving her the letter of excuse. Ugh so annoying. Holidays are here la okay. So we checked & al, left for class. Yj got her hair cut @ the school hairdresser! Haha English class & all we did was listen. =/ Mrs Soon was nagging like crazy, again. She repeats herself umpteen times. So annoying please.

Next was Bio. I've got no fucking idea why Mrs Lim loves to look @ me. I'm not trying to be thick skinned here but SERIOUSLY! She kept calling my name, noticing what am I doing all. Sass, Best, Shyan & I changed our places & she haddddd to call my name instead of theirs, "Glynis, why are you sitting there!? Come here, come here!" Ugh pfft. Went through the test paper & Sass & I were talking. "Glynis! Why are you not copying!" But I didn't do the question so I thought I need not copy. But Mrs Lim just screamed & asked me to copy. Sass asked me to look down on my paper & pretend to scribble. Hahaha! :D Then again! I bet she loves my name hur. "Glynis, why are you not copying again? Never do huh!?" Haha & I said, "I got it correct!" When I did not la okay. Hahaha. And when she asked me for the name of the disease, HAHAHA I JUST MUMBLED NONSENSE. =/ Shitz, I ought to be hardworking right. Hahaha but that was funny.

Recess. Helped Sassy to wash off the spray. Hilarious. :D Shyan & I did the disgusting techno dance in the toilet, in front of the mirror. Roflol. =) After that, we went to the staircase & sit around. Mini Cheezels is superb! Yumyumyum!(: I wanna go Candy Empire.! Hehehe. We kept throwing the cheesels around, into each other's mouth like some mini basketball match. Ha! Chinese class. Uber boring but we did crossword puzzles! :D Haha competition again :) Yj always wins & I don't like it 'cos her head is damn swollen now. -.- Shyan, Best & I against Yj, Sass & Shangari. Ha, when we finally won once, we jumped for joy. Hahah so funny. :)

Art! Miss Teh didn't come to school today. It's a miracle. Oh my, I was so damn happy luh. But shit thing was that I bought my big black file. Nabei(baby you see la :( ). It's so effin' heavy!! Argh but whatever. Crossword puzzles again! Hahah really fun though. But I back out after awhile 'cos I was texting baby. :( Sigh nevermind about it. Sat down, stoned & read my book. English again, did nothing much actually :)


Baby told me about Jaymers(however you'd spell that)(but I love that name), Bandon, Lervon & Beth. Gosh, baby's in the middle. Argh its so annoying. I hate it when this happens. Don't know which side to help. Bleh, this sucks. Baby play pool leh. :D
I love to listen but I hate it when you don't hear me out. >:@

Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it.
I slept @ 230am. I don't know why, I hung up & I just started weeping. Fuck I hate crying myself to sleep, soiling my pillow case & it's so damp & cold. Sigh I can't turn back time. I wish I could beg for more time. I wish I had more time. I wish I didn't had to leave. I wish I could bring baby a long. I wish baby would know how desperate am I, wanting to spend a lot more time with her these few days. "We only got five more days leh.." & I started crying. I'm sorry baby I'm so weak. Two weeks without you. :( 14 days.
Mutherfocker.
How do I live without you. :(

And baby blogged. :D
So damn happy!! :]


Baby you know
I'll be missing you bad.
I llove you <3!




(i'm falling into memories of you & things we used to do./)
<3.


4:01 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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